I've downloaded a video on Daniel Gilbert from the TED Podcast, but you guys can watch it on youtube if you want.
The part that stimulates me the most is this notion of synthesized happiness, not simply on the nature of synthetic happiness, its incompatibility with choice.
We have a remarkable capacity to cope, something I always felt Seneca underestimated. We have an evolutionary need to aim high, to set goals we cannot reach so that we can at least go somewhere when we work towards them.
Whether we reach goals or not, it's nice to have them. Going forward is better than sitting around smoking a joint (though you can be happy that way too).
People ask how I motivate myself to do things, mostly when atheism comes up, and I tell them it's not because I want to make myself happy. Not that I don't like being happy, but because I already am happy and, as Gilbert points out, I could be just as happy not working as I am working.
I do it because I want to push myself and the world around me. There is something to be said for pushing the limits of human thought, and though I am not delusional enough to believe I'm at the forefront of that, joining in and doing what I can is important.
Dan Dennett talks about his soundbite for finding significance and purpose in life: Find something more important than you are and dedicate your life to it.
So find purpose. Happiness, synthetic or otherwise (I'm not a huge fan of the differentiation), will show up on its own time.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Friday, November 21, 2008
Boredom: An Ethical Quagmire
Boredom is, I think, the most common affliction among modern students. School is boring, homework is boring, and so on. Rarely do we find something inspiring and, as a result, rarely are we happy.
There are some great stories about the problem of stagnation and while I don't believe that it's ever possible to really come to a complete stop, but I know that some moments are more inspiring than others, and I know that we can't always be filled up, or change the course of history like the March on Washington.
The real problem, though, is how do I address boredom?
There are people who tell you that you have to work. You just do. Why? Because you do.
There are reasons to get good grades and reasons to make money, which justifies the boredom in some degree, but can't the boredom be removed? Can't we be productive and happy? Or is what Twain had to say in Pudd'n'head Wilson pretty much right, that we have to do what we'd rather not.
I have always stood firm behind the belief that if something is boring you, then you should look for a way to make it interesting, or question whether or not it is really important for you to be doing it at all. Sometimes the conclusions will get you into trouble. My dad, of course, has never been happy when I've decided that homework is often a waste of time.
The point, though, is not to replace boredom with nothing. Don't fill the void with T.V. for the sake of T.V. (it can be great if you're watching something you care about). Don't use this as an excuse to escape work because you're lazy. This is really where it devolves to the honor system.
Do something that is going to make you think. Watch something that is going to make you think about anything. Download a TED talk that looks interesting or surf youtube looking for videos that expand your brain (whether it's your musical taste or your understanding of science). Link your way through wikipedia articles on physics or history.
Sam Harris talks about changing your moment-to-moment perception of the universe, and that's what we should be shooting for.
If you're bored, like I am, try to fundamentally change the way you think about everything. Trust me, it's a lot of fun.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Why "I" Matters
There's a challenge I pose to myself regularly, though it's not really a challenge, it's a question: Why?
Why is this important?
Why is this relevant?
Why does this matter?
The more I work on this concept of self, of consciousness and of identity (I don't like to think of it purely as a conscious problem, as I think that the conscious problem leaves out some very important elements of identity), the more I challenge myself to prove that it is more than just a philosophical exercise.
I find that when I use this study I often cop-out, I discuss issues of self-awareness and control of the circumstances. These are my simple answers, my textbook solutions to a question that I really should challenge myself with, not simply answer for the sake of answering, as the entire notion of answering the question for the sake of answering the question really is self-defeating.
So, why? Why is a notion of self important?
It is important because it defines ethics. No study of ethics, no legal system can exist without a substantial definition, without a recognition of self, of "I."
When I read legal documents, I see a lot of the same jargon repeated regularly. There is "Party A" and "Party B." All of our ethical standards in the legal world are contingent on the notion of entities, and so for me to set ethical boundaries for myself, for me to create an ethos by which I should live, I must first define "I."
The ego, as Freud would have termed it, defines our nature and our interaction with the world around us. Freud tried to explain the nature of the ego, how it is inculcated with certain ideas, how it comes to be as it is, and I realize, the more I read about Freud, how completely he failed in certain respects, purely because he lacked many of the components that are now available to us, like an understanding of neurological physiology (something all modern conscious philosophers site regularly).
It's not my intention, as it was for Freud, to create an entire system of rehabilitation based on my conclusions. If the conclusions, in due course, allow for such a possibility, then I'll cross that bridge when I get there, but for now I'll leave that very much alone.
The principle reason I want to define what and who I am is to understand what behaviors, acts and events I am in control of, what I can (and should) be held responsible for, and find a way to live in accordance with that ethos. Maybe this is ambitious, but it seems that any sense of ethics must begin with the fundamentals, so that is where I intend to start.
Why is this important?
Why is this relevant?
Why does this matter?
The more I work on this concept of self, of consciousness and of identity (I don't like to think of it purely as a conscious problem, as I think that the conscious problem leaves out some very important elements of identity), the more I challenge myself to prove that it is more than just a philosophical exercise.
I find that when I use this study I often cop-out, I discuss issues of self-awareness and control of the circumstances. These are my simple answers, my textbook solutions to a question that I really should challenge myself with, not simply answer for the sake of answering, as the entire notion of answering the question for the sake of answering the question really is self-defeating.
So, why? Why is a notion of self important?
It is important because it defines ethics. No study of ethics, no legal system can exist without a substantial definition, without a recognition of self, of "I."
When I read legal documents, I see a lot of the same jargon repeated regularly. There is "Party A" and "Party B." All of our ethical standards in the legal world are contingent on the notion of entities, and so for me to set ethical boundaries for myself, for me to create an ethos by which I should live, I must first define "I."
The ego, as Freud would have termed it, defines our nature and our interaction with the world around us. Freud tried to explain the nature of the ego, how it is inculcated with certain ideas, how it comes to be as it is, and I realize, the more I read about Freud, how completely he failed in certain respects, purely because he lacked many of the components that are now available to us, like an understanding of neurological physiology (something all modern conscious philosophers site regularly).
It's not my intention, as it was for Freud, to create an entire system of rehabilitation based on my conclusions. If the conclusions, in due course, allow for such a possibility, then I'll cross that bridge when I get there, but for now I'll leave that very much alone.
The principle reason I want to define what and who I am is to understand what behaviors, acts and events I am in control of, what I can (and should) be held responsible for, and find a way to live in accordance with that ethos. Maybe this is ambitious, but it seems that any sense of ethics must begin with the fundamentals, so that is where I intend to start.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Elbow Room
For people who know me personally, and have had conversations with me about what I want to do with my life, I don't make it much of a secret that it is a dream to do my masters at Tufts, if only to work under Professor Daniel Dennett (though there is something I romanticize about Boston). It shouldn't surprise people that getting a personal email back from Professor Dennett when I send him a couple of questions on free will and the implications of "chance" was mindblowing for me.
He pointed me towards one of his books, a piece of text called "Elbow Room," which is a fantastic study in free will and the nature of choice in a naturalistic society.
The truth is, free will in the absolute sense is a really frustrating concept.
It's something we want. We want to think for ourselves. We want to make our own decisions. Most importantly, we want to be in absolute control of our surroundings.
The truth is, wanting something to be true isn't a reason to accept it to be true. This is what bothers me about free will. Anything that sounds too good to be true, I have found, at the risk of being cliche, usually is.
If you believe, as I do, that you are the product of your experiences, and that your consciousness is shaped by the things that you have gone through and things that have happened, and only by things that have happened, there are certain implications.
Our choices are a manifestation of our consciousness, of the Self, and if the past shapes the Self, then the past is in control of the future.
Think of it like a two-tiered puppet master.
The Self controls the choices, manipulates the present, but the past sits above the Self with marionette strings. This is what I find most fascinating.
We know that we make choices, that our choices have impacts (and that sometimes those impacts are massive). I make choices every day, like when I choose to have eggs for breakfast instead of cereal, but my past, my relationships with eggs and cereal and the circumstances that have shaped my present feelings, motivate my choice.
This is a demon, like any of Descartes.
What's important, it seems, is not so much accepting that our past will dictate our experiences, but understanding the past that would otherwise dictate them, and considering it. There are people who believe that the gut is always right, but if you consider the nature of your gut, why it is leading you where it is, it will let you screen the decisions that might put you in a less than desirable situation.
There is a concept in martial arts, a Japanese term that I have found myself considering often. Zanshin. It is, to many martial artists, a state of complete and total awareness both of yourself and your enemies, of your past and your future.
Don't simply be accepting. Be aware, and let that piece of who you are guide your decisions to make you a better person.
He pointed me towards one of his books, a piece of text called "Elbow Room," which is a fantastic study in free will and the nature of choice in a naturalistic society.
The truth is, free will in the absolute sense is a really frustrating concept.
It's something we want. We want to think for ourselves. We want to make our own decisions. Most importantly, we want to be in absolute control of our surroundings.
The truth is, wanting something to be true isn't a reason to accept it to be true. This is what bothers me about free will. Anything that sounds too good to be true, I have found, at the risk of being cliche, usually is.
If you believe, as I do, that you are the product of your experiences, and that your consciousness is shaped by the things that you have gone through and things that have happened, and only by things that have happened, there are certain implications.
Our choices are a manifestation of our consciousness, of the Self, and if the past shapes the Self, then the past is in control of the future.
Think of it like a two-tiered puppet master.
The Self controls the choices, manipulates the present, but the past sits above the Self with marionette strings. This is what I find most fascinating.
We know that we make choices, that our choices have impacts (and that sometimes those impacts are massive). I make choices every day, like when I choose to have eggs for breakfast instead of cereal, but my past, my relationships with eggs and cereal and the circumstances that have shaped my present feelings, motivate my choice.
This is a demon, like any of Descartes.
What's important, it seems, is not so much accepting that our past will dictate our experiences, but understanding the past that would otherwise dictate them, and considering it. There are people who believe that the gut is always right, but if you consider the nature of your gut, why it is leading you where it is, it will let you screen the decisions that might put you in a less than desirable situation.
There is a concept in martial arts, a Japanese term that I have found myself considering often. Zanshin. It is, to many martial artists, a state of complete and total awareness both of yourself and your enemies, of your past and your future.
Don't simply be accepting. Be aware, and let that piece of who you are guide your decisions to make you a better person.
Rediscovering this Project
I loved working on this, and since I resurrected the book that bore, initially at least, the same name, I'm going to start this back up again.
If you want to follow the day to day stuff, RUFreeYet is always there.
For the long stuff, the stuff I love and care about deeply, this is where it's at.
If you want to follow the day to day stuff, RUFreeYet is always there.
For the long stuff, the stuff I love and care about deeply, this is where it's at.
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
The Un-Wisdom of Hindsight
In the first chapter of Richard Dawkins' "The Ancestor's Tale," he talks about the unwisdom of hindsight, the mistake that we can make by looking backwards at the evolution of species.
Dawkins is one of my favorite evolutionary scientists, partly because he's a good writer, but mostly because he makes it easy for me, a highschool student hanging around a 3.0 gpa (and a humanities person), to understand.
To paraphrase what Dawkins writes, when we look backwards it's easy to make the mistake that we are the final step, that we are the ultimate and the finale.
Dawkins wants, above all else, to make clear that we, the human species homo sapiens sapiens, are not the final step in the evolution of species. As we find out every day, we aren't the ultimate answer to everything (life's more fun not living in Pleasantville anyway).
When I write about the individual evolution (how the course of events throughout our lives impacts who we are) it's easy to spend most of my time looking backwards. The past offers the most concrete examples, because I can point to things that happened to me or people I know or things I've read and say "Hey, that is the cause of this, which caused this" and then explain the inevitable domino effect that leads up to the Now.
It is important to remember, though, that everything that has happened to us is not definite, is not final. Who we are is not the final answer. A species, like an individual, evolves for a long time, constantly changing through the generations until it dies. We live like that moment to moment.
The unwisdom of hindsight is something that is important, because it's not something that we can allow ourselves to get tied up in. It's really easy to trip over things, and it's much easier and when we spend our time looking backwards. Reflection is good, it's healthy. It helps us to glean the significance of some moments. Like anything, though, it's best in small quantities, because there are times when we need to look forward, so that we can plan ahead, and there are times we need to look at our own feet, so we don't trip.
Sometimes, we can learn as much from looking forward as we can from looking back.
Dawkins is one of my favorite evolutionary scientists, partly because he's a good writer, but mostly because he makes it easy for me, a highschool student hanging around a 3.0 gpa (and a humanities person), to understand.
To paraphrase what Dawkins writes, when we look backwards it's easy to make the mistake that we are the final step, that we are the ultimate and the finale.
Dawkins wants, above all else, to make clear that we, the human species homo sapiens sapiens, are not the final step in the evolution of species. As we find out every day, we aren't the ultimate answer to everything (life's more fun not living in Pleasantville anyway).
When I write about the individual evolution (how the course of events throughout our lives impacts who we are) it's easy to spend most of my time looking backwards. The past offers the most concrete examples, because I can point to things that happened to me or people I know or things I've read and say "Hey, that is the cause of this, which caused this" and then explain the inevitable domino effect that leads up to the Now.
It is important to remember, though, that everything that has happened to us is not definite, is not final. Who we are is not the final answer. A species, like an individual, evolves for a long time, constantly changing through the generations until it dies. We live like that moment to moment.
The unwisdom of hindsight is something that is important, because it's not something that we can allow ourselves to get tied up in. It's really easy to trip over things, and it's much easier and when we spend our time looking backwards. Reflection is good, it's healthy. It helps us to glean the significance of some moments. Like anything, though, it's best in small quantities, because there are times when we need to look forward, so that we can plan ahead, and there are times we need to look at our own feet, so we don't trip.
Sometimes, we can learn as much from looking forward as we can from looking back.
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
Changes
Every once and a while I’ll go off into the realm of explaining something like chance to try and get a point across or to illustrate something (like Predestination or Social Energy), but I want people to understand that isn’t the be all and the end all.
I’m really trying to write about the Individual Evolution, Darwin’s principles of change applied to us as individuals living our lives every day.
Each person (in fact, I would go so far as to say every living thing) goes through changes over the course of its natural life. All Darwin was saying was that species change over time, that was his original idea and I don’t think that anyone can find a scientific basis for disputing it (at least without being mocked in the scientific community).
All I’m trying to say is that people aren’t static, they change over the course of their lives (I don’t think there’s any dispute there), both physically and their mental capacities. When I was starting out, the Individual Evolution was just that idea, and I was trying to explore that idea and exactly what it told us about who we, as people, are and where we are going. I thought that might be helpful.
What I came to, and what I am continuing to find more and more true each day, is that we, as people, are defined every moment of our lives. There is a Buddhist philosophy that “I was not the same person I was a year ago” and all that I have done is shrunken the time intervals. After all, while the change from who I was then to who I am now may be gradual, my dynamics are constantly changing, and so I am not the exact same person I was a moment ago. Even in the amount of time it has taken me to type the last letter and the period in this sentence, I will be becoming a different person.
Most of my dynamics as a person will remain the same, but this is just Darwin’s natural selection in my life as an individual. My whole being won’t completely change in an instant. It’s pretty rare that a person is redefined in a heartbeat.
Think of time like a river. A river doesn’t cut a canyon in a moment, it starts as a stream, but over time it completely changes the landscape, it completely redefines the space around it. Think of that slowly forming canyon like a habit or a personality trait. Something, some event, can habit that changes the flow of that water and changes that habit or trait. (monotony strengthens these habits and traits) That is our mutation, if monotony sinks back in afterwards we will become more and more rooted in that person that we became, and as time passes the stream flows deeper and becomes much harder to move.
We are that landscape, with our characteristics constantly deepening, occasionally being shifted by cataclysm. Every moment that the river flows over us our personality traits become a little bit more defined and we change, whether it’s for the better I don’t think we can ever really know. There are certainly positives and negatives to every situation.
In any circumstance, we become who we are over time, constantly moving towards who we will be when we die.
I’m really trying to write about the Individual Evolution, Darwin’s principles of change applied to us as individuals living our lives every day.
Each person (in fact, I would go so far as to say every living thing) goes through changes over the course of its natural life. All Darwin was saying was that species change over time, that was his original idea and I don’t think that anyone can find a scientific basis for disputing it (at least without being mocked in the scientific community).
All I’m trying to say is that people aren’t static, they change over the course of their lives (I don’t think there’s any dispute there), both physically and their mental capacities. When I was starting out, the Individual Evolution was just that idea, and I was trying to explore that idea and exactly what it told us about who we, as people, are and where we are going. I thought that might be helpful.
What I came to, and what I am continuing to find more and more true each day, is that we, as people, are defined every moment of our lives. There is a Buddhist philosophy that “I was not the same person I was a year ago” and all that I have done is shrunken the time intervals. After all, while the change from who I was then to who I am now may be gradual, my dynamics are constantly changing, and so I am not the exact same person I was a moment ago. Even in the amount of time it has taken me to type the last letter and the period in this sentence, I will be becoming a different person.
Most of my dynamics as a person will remain the same, but this is just Darwin’s natural selection in my life as an individual. My whole being won’t completely change in an instant. It’s pretty rare that a person is redefined in a heartbeat.
Think of time like a river. A river doesn’t cut a canyon in a moment, it starts as a stream, but over time it completely changes the landscape, it completely redefines the space around it. Think of that slowly forming canyon like a habit or a personality trait. Something, some event, can habit that changes the flow of that water and changes that habit or trait. (monotony strengthens these habits and traits) That is our mutation, if monotony sinks back in afterwards we will become more and more rooted in that person that we became, and as time passes the stream flows deeper and becomes much harder to move.
We are that landscape, with our characteristics constantly deepening, occasionally being shifted by cataclysm. Every moment that the river flows over us our personality traits become a little bit more defined and we change, whether it’s for the better I don’t think we can ever really know. There are certainly positives and negatives to every situation.
In any circumstance, we become who we are over time, constantly moving towards who we will be when we die.
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